In the world of locked rooms the man with a key is King. And, honey, you should see me in a crown.
In the world of locked rooms the man with a key is King. And, honey, you should see me in a crown.
вторник, 10 июня 2014
'Those shoes are nice, you should get rained on in them.'
'Once you start having sex your skin will be alright'
'Are you crying? No? Why?'
'I like him. Is he single? Great, you can marry him. 14 years gap is nothing! He's rich and famous.'
'You just have to change the linen. No, wait, I'll do it myself. I'm busy by the way, why did you make me?'
'This bruise is huge, how could you not feel it!? Well, I just didn't notice my burn...'
'Once you start having sex your skin will be alright'
'Are you crying? No? Why?'
'I like him. Is he single? Great, you can marry him. 14 years gap is nothing! He's rich and famous.'
'You just have to change the linen. No, wait, I'll do it myself. I'm busy by the way, why did you make me?'
'This bruise is huge, how could you not feel it!? Well, I just didn't notice my burn...'
суббота, 31 мая 2014
In the end I just sneaked his pillow.
I'm not sure if it was because of my sore neck and spine...
Or maybe the thought of him not coming back next morning was a little bit too unbearable.
I'm not sure if it was because of my sore neck and spine...
Or maybe the thought of him not coming back next morning was a little bit too unbearable.
понедельник, 05 мая 2014
It's sad when you fail at the only thing you were supposed to be good at
среда, 30 апреля 2014
Oh I will carry you over, fire and water for your love
And I will hold you closer, hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down on you
We will find a way through the dark
And I will hold you closer, hope your heart is strong enough
When the night is coming down on you
We will find a way through the dark
воскресенье, 20 апреля 2014
It's 4/20, Easter and Hitler's birthday today.
Incredible.
Incredible.
воскресенье, 13 апреля 2014
I swear to god The Beatles' films is the funniest thing in the world.
-Have you seen Paul's grandfather?
-You lost my grandfather!?
---
-Okay, let's split and look for Ringo
/all go in one direction/
-... we are too attached to each other
---
-Do you see your father often?
-No actually, we're just good friends
---
-How did you find America?
-Turned left at Greenland
---
-How has success changed your life?
-Yes.
-Have you seen Paul's grandfather?
-You lost my grandfather!?
---
-Okay, let's split and look for Ringo
/all go in one direction/
-... we are too attached to each other
---
-Do you see your father often?
-No actually, we're just good friends
---
-How did you find America?
-Turned left at Greenland
---
-How has success changed your life?
-Yes.
пятница, 11 апреля 2014
It was the last proper Friday in school today.
среда, 02 апреля 2014
I remember how I listened to SOML for the first time. It was Saturday, the 2nd of November, (I remember because we had to go see Hurts the next day) and I had this really strange feeling that something was clearly wrong. Because I liked it. Back then it still was just some ironic thing to do like 'Ha, look what I'm listinening to, ha!', and then suddenly all the fake fondness became real and I couldn't resist pushing the 'replay' button.
It's a bit strange actually because this day was so full of events. I remember E. coming and remember those delicious mint biscuits. There were serious talks, alarming phone calls, there was running out of the house, rushing across the street, trying to help, making tea for someone else. There were fear and worries but also moments of feeling proud and quiet 'thank you's. And then we said our goodbyes and as I opened my door I immediately heard 'The way that I've been holding on too tight with nothing in between' which kept playing since the very morning and that was it. I think this day was some kind of the point of no return because when I think about everything that happened that day now all I can recall is this song. And I think it says smething. It was a start and, oh, how tables have turned. I am the fighter now. I am suddenly the one who sees colors. I am the person who looks for good instead of bad. I became brighter, freer, simpler, learned to concentrate on positive things. And it doesn't matter how many sad things happened on the 2nd of November, Saturday, because that was the day I heard SOML for the first time and it is so much nicer to remember pleasant things.
It's a bit strange actually because this day was so full of events. I remember E. coming and remember those delicious mint biscuits. There were serious talks, alarming phone calls, there was running out of the house, rushing across the street, trying to help, making tea for someone else. There were fear and worries but also moments of feeling proud and quiet 'thank you's. And then we said our goodbyes and as I opened my door I immediately heard 'The way that I've been holding on too tight with nothing in between' which kept playing since the very morning and that was it. I think this day was some kind of the point of no return because when I think about everything that happened that day now all I can recall is this song. And I think it says smething. It was a start and, oh, how tables have turned. I am the fighter now. I am suddenly the one who sees colors. I am the person who looks for good instead of bad. I became brighter, freer, simpler, learned to concentrate on positive things. And it doesn't matter how many sad things happened on the 2nd of November, Saturday, because that was the day I heard SOML for the first time and it is so much nicer to remember pleasant things.
понедельник, 24 марта 2014
Today life threw a brick in my face
again
again
вторник, 18 марта 2014
'Are you mad at me?'
Oh dear, you have no idea how much I hate that question.
YES. I'M MAD. AND BY ASKING THAT YOU JUST MADE ME FURIOUS. BECAUSE YOU, JERK, DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE. YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG AND THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR ME TO BA MAD AT YOU.
Oh dear, you have no idea how much I hate that question.
YES. I'M MAD. AND BY ASKING THAT YOU JUST MADE ME FURIOUS. BECAUSE YOU, JERK, DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE. YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG AND THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR ME TO BA MAD AT YOU.
понедельник, 17 марта 2014
"If you could take your entire world," he says, "everything that matters the most to you, and ball all that up to fit in the palms of your hands, would you ever let someone else hold it? Would you ever trust someone else to keep it for even a second, and return it to you exactly the way it was before, unharmed, undamaged, exactly the way it was?"
суббота, 15 марта 2014
when u hun com home and make hte spaghetti <:c
I never wanted everything to end this way
But you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey
I swore to you that I would do my best to change
But you said it don't matter.
But you can take the bluest sky and turn it grey
I swore to you that I would do my best to change
But you said it don't matter.
четверг, 13 марта 2014
I have no idea how he does it.
Might be some mental connection as well.
Might be some mental connection as well.
People say that I am heartless
I just learnt to use my heart less
I just learnt to use my heart less
пятница, 28 февраля 2014
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пятница, 21 февраля 2014
Everything's wrong.
четверг, 20 февраля 2014
воскресенье, 16 февраля 2014
I was convincinig myself that I don't fucking need it for months. MONTHS.
And then I see it just a couple of euros cheaper and the next thing I remember is me putting it in a pocket.
The funiest thing is that I NEEDED those money for fuck's sake! And I still don't need the thing at all.
Fuck you, Barbara. FUCK YOU.
And then I see it just a couple of euros cheaper and the next thing I remember is me putting it in a pocket.
The funiest thing is that I NEEDED those money for fuck's sake! And I still don't need the thing at all.
Fuck you, Barbara. FUCK YOU.