No, it's not called being a hypocrite, it's called being mature. And that's what I'm trying to be. I have enough patience and strength to close my eyes and ignore such a behavior. It's not me being a jerk but it's me who has to deal with that. And I will, in my own way. Yes, I probably do not have an other choice but that doesn't change a fact that I need to be higher than this at least for myself. There's a really hard and lonely months waiting for me ahead. But as he said 'It's not the first time, It's not our worst crime, Our souls will be okay'. And I will be okay.